New chapter and such.

Well, just got Part 3 Chapter 22 posted in Dawn of Light.

These hand tremors have really sapped me badly and I'm struggling to figure things out.  I can't do much of anything related to fine motor skills, I haven't really been able to draw aside from stippling.  Not being able to draw has been really depressing, honestly, because right now all I want to do is work on my comics.  I don't want to write or make 3D models or play games, I want to draw.  T_T le sigh...
It's a bit aggravating how my "drive" shifts from drawing to writing to modeling to derping and back again.  
Something about the tremors has also made me horribly exhausted, idk if it's the constant, unstoppable motion or if it's something neurological but I feel dumber and slower by the day.  It's to the point where if someone asks me a question, I only register that a question has been asked, and I have to ask for a repeat so I can pick apart the words.  Blood tests and the liver biopsy and a bunch of other stuff has all come back clean, so... idk wtf is going on.

I can still type, obviously, that's not so much of a problem, I just find myself not really wanting to bother with anything.  Guess I'm really just writing this journal to make myself do something rather than stare listlessly at my facebook feed.

In more positive news I've joined some friends on some small game projects, pretty much just portfolio-building things.  I've also got three game ideas I'm fleshing out, right now they're currently in game design document revision stage, but two are already being put together in RPG Maker VX Ace.  I just need custom graphics, which I'm having a hard time making due to not really understanding how the program's auto-tiling works.  I think I have it figured out, but not entirely, but that mechanism is crucial to creating the tilesets I have in mind.  One is a somewhat religious themed game (not preachy-religious, more like how CS Lewis or Tolkien based their works on religion), the other is the primary focus and is more of a horror game meant as a study of RPG Maker and how to work certain things.  I found a lot of handy scripts, mostly Yanfly's stuff, and so far as I can tell everything is set to work, I just need the graphics so I can start building levels and testing the non-combat mechanics I hope to incorporate.  Loosely based on Dead Space, I haven't played the series myself but I watched Markiplier's LP series.  I can't stand all the gore, it made me really sick, but the Dead Space storyline was pretty inspiring.

That's it for now.  off to bed.  *derps*